Introduction

Being the adventures of Jack the Nosferatu, Lux the Anarch, Táltos Horváth the Dreamspeaker, Adam Gallowglass the Hermetic, Tamsin "Cinder Song, Furious Lament" Hall of the Fianna, Mary the Silver Fang, Jane Slaughter the Mortal, and various other ne'er-do-wells in and about Denver.

Monday, September 30, 2013

The Art of Discipline - A Toreador's Primer

tithe
[High Society Influence! Char + Infl. 10-4. Diff: 6.]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (4, 6, 7, 8, 8) ( success x 4 )
tithe
[If things go well, a theoretical Presence roll. Awe. Remember how much y'all like me later. -BP. Char + Perf. + Specialty: Magnetic? We'll WP it because self-preservation and determination.]
Dice: 5 d10 TN7 (1, 2, 6, 8, 9) ( success x 3 ) [WP]
CC
Witnessed! 
(See V. for more information.)
There should be a VII. which is more Humanity-dealing-with, but I'm never going to send this damned mood-post off if I don't send it now, so here you go! Tell me things! Tell me things I should do, roll, write, whatever.
And look forward to a much-easier-to-write Jack post coming eventually. :)
Love,
Jess
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The Art of Discipline: A Toreador's Primer

The love of the older and disciplined heart is as coals, deep burning, unquenchable.
-- Henry Ward Beecher

He who cannot establish dominion over himself will have no dominion over others.
-- Leonardo da Vinci

They require practice and they require will. They require blood, too. Blood is potential. Blood ispromise. Blood is immortality, and years to gain control. Of course they require blood. Of course they're gifts in the blood. 

They: the vampiric powers, called Disciplines because they're each a sub-field of study under the general heading 'study of power.' They're called Disciplines because they require a measure of self-discipline to understand at the higher levels.

Lux applies herself to learning like the infernal choir applies itself to mocking heaven or Michael applies his flaming sword to the Deceiver. 2013: the short nights are growing longer, a dark arm reaching with longing toward winter, inviting winter back to Denver, and as the air is more often filled with darkness, Lux applies herself deliberately to the study of two Disciplines.

Lux applies herself to a number of things. 

There's no point in living without desire and she is a creature of desire, and so -

I. Anarchy

Hello, darling. 

Either she calls St. Germain or she finds him. Likely (?) the latter. Finds him: gets him in a corner. Hello, darling. Head's up. Be aware. There's a mad-eyed pyro whose tongue drips grease and thinks he's slick instead of a stain. Dogwood ghoul without attachment. He's in town and so proud of his 'mistress.' I know for a fact he's made contact with the More Brutal Set, but who knows what'll happen? Just keep an eye out and don't get made into vintage-on-tap, hm?

Speaking of, how's Edward? Has he disappeared with the company funds yet? 

Either she calls Ezra or she finds him. Likely the former. Ezra, when are we going to get a chance to really chat? I want to hear your voice. Men like Ezra: surely, they want to see what their voice looks like on somebody like Lux (on somebody, on anybody). He gets the same information as St. Germain: Head's up. There's a mad-eyed pyromaniac with expensive taste and a greasy tongue who thinks he's so slick he won't slip up on his own oil. He's definitely made contact with the Soul-Sucking Set, so keep an eye out. It'd be awful if you were made into vintage-on-tap.

…Any more than you already are, that is! How are Edward and Simon these days? All going according to your -- or was it 'our' -- hopes, I hope?


II. Emphasis of Study

Her emphasis of study has been the Discipline of Celerity. Why? Did it wake first? After the death, before any other promise [you'll never see the sun again], was grace the first thing to quicken in her blood, express itself as skill and power? Is that why she honed it -- because it was first? 

Imagine, okay? Imagine the thrill of discovery. How suddenly even the most careless gesture was refined into a poised thing, a thing of intention. Easier to walk an edge without falling. Easier to catch a knife without bleeding. Easier to fix a clock or untwist a knot or pick a lock or play Paganini's Caprice #24. Easier to be swift. Easier. Easy. Easier to be precise without effort or to run or to jump or to dance or to keep a steady hand. Imagine, okay? That's just the passive benefit of possessing a knowledge of Celerity. 

Harder to knock down. Harder to trip up. Harder to stumble and fall.

Imagine using it. The thrill of using the blood which promises Forever-Unless-Stopped. Sacrifice an edge of satiation, a measure of surety, and in payment become so fleet, so devil-quick, you'd have a chance at outracing a fallen star. 

Imagine that first time: being so quick you know you are no longer human. Listen. It's more than just moving faster. You're forcing the Night to concede you extra Time -- not literally. The minute is still just a minute. But you can do more in a minute! So you have more minutes than someone without Celerity does. Do more with less.

Lux wants every second. Of course she has studied the Discipline of Celerity. And the rebel host needed to be quicker than the fire of their wings 'lest they burnt before they came to their new dominion (reign in Hell [serve no heaven]). Have less. Do more. It feels good.

But did she place such an emphasis on it because it was the first Discipline she understood? Or just to be contrary? There are those who say 'what's there to know? You go faster. And then?' There are those who say why spend so much time on such a limited school of power. There's only so much you can do. There's nothing to it. Look at the Discipline of Dominate where you can go from a one-word command to erasing a memory to changing a memory. Look at the Discipline of Obfuscate where you can pass invisibly, change your face, hear things that others would keep from you. What's going fast compared with all that?

Lux thinks they're fools. 

There are the quick 
and the dead.

If she weren't already quick, she'd want to be. But she is: quicker than many, if not most. That shadow, over there? She thinks she could outrace it. That gang of menace, right over there? Oh, she could outrace that, too, or stab the first in the gut, steal the other's gun, shoot the other in the head and kick the other in the stomach before they had more time than to make a single grab, to square their shoulders and menace with all the menace possible. She could always run.

But she doesn't want to run from Denver itself, so the Discipline of Celerity is not one of the two Disciplines she turns her mind to increasing her control over as the nights grow longer and more tender, readying themselves for cold again. No.

III. A Presence

Where is he?

He has dissolved like a bad film reel into nothing, vanished as if he was never in a box under rugs in a warehouse in Aurora. Aurora: should've known better. Aurora means dawn. Aurora means to rise again: should've kept him somewhere else. Should've put more security in place. Should've slept over him in the day. Should've made him finally dead. Should've mailed him to one of the siblings-by-blood with a note. Should've visited more often. 

Where is he? 

He is in the new tarnished-up radiance of the narrow sweep of her gaze. He is in the shadow when she turns her head, giving a room a side-long inspection, and the promise of something long and wooden for stabbing, never left behind. He is in the determined set of her chin and the occasional kiss of tension at the nape of her neck, pressed there like a benediction (absolute [never]) and a reminder you're alive for now but only for now conditional immortality is conditional. He is in her more introspective moments. He is in her decision to leave this place early, or to go to that place later, to speak to this person or that.

Where is he? Where are they? Where is he being kept? Where is he keeping himself?

Who knows where he was? Who hired the professionals and what next?

He is a presence. He always has been, but this new not knowing, this new shape makes her angry and afraid. She wants to lash out. Instead, she makes decisions that draw people around her like shields or weapons or both. Instead, she makes a deliberate decision to study two Disciplines, neither of which is Celerity. She already knows she is quick enough. (She could be quicker.)

Because - mostly, not entirely - of him she goes once to Elysium. Richthofen Keep which couldn't keep itself safe. Nosferatu. Never trust 'em. Don't mistrust them because they're ugly, mistrust them because the invisible man was a dick who did abhorrent things because nobody knew it was him and that's all Nosferatu. Henrietta's head arrests her attention for a long time. She studies it with her head tilted, just so, to the side, and one arm wrapped around her waist, the index finger of her other hand touched to the side of her mouth, and a languid curve to her spine. She studies it for a long time. Perhaps it is beginning to dissolve into ash when she visits. Perhaps she can't quite parse the expression that was on Henrietta's face when her head was sliced off by an Assamite.

Look at her. Perhaps she is wondering, it looks as if she is wondering, whether or not Henrietta was responsible for her own sire's last actions -- hm?

Perhaps she is just wondering what Henrietta looked like underneath all that ugliness. She doesn't go to stare at gruesome trophies.

The night she goes to Elysia she goes to be social [to inquire, to see] and to be brave.

Little rebellion: against hiding, against fear.

IV. The Discipline of Presence

Her second emphasis of study has been the Discipline of Presence. The first time she became aware of the similarity between her clan's favored Disciplines and clan Brujah's favored Disciplines she was told: The difference is because we look at and see the world. They try to wrestle it into submission. 

Maybe Lux's potential as a Presence-user was initially unlocked consciously because it was clear she'd have a talent for certain applications of it. Look at her. Study the Discipline. Love as war. Beauty as a spell and a weapon and a chain and a command and a net. You are compelled to love & to want & to be chained with devotion & because you want it because the wanting isyour wanting you will not hate it and you will not know. You are drawn to the center & I have become the center. You yearn to be closer. You. Your thoughts. Your mind. Your little ways. Your little clevernesses and machinations. You are drawn, little moth. Be entirely yourself. And be mine.

So maybe it was that kind of natural talent combined with an involuntary flex of [Awe and Beauty] blood like blood had memory the way muscles can have memory that started her off on the study of the most (?) subtle of Disciplines. Or maybe it was curiousity: What can those who possess this Discipline do? What should I be aware of? What might I need to resist?

Lux believes in the individual's will to conquer anything. Lux doesn't like vitae-as-addiction as an enslaving-poison to give the kine. Lux believes in the individual.

Of course she studies the Discipline of Presence. The power of control without slavery: all's fair, so she wraps heart-strings around her fingers, plies them, plays them, pulls them this-a-way, that-a-way. She already knows how to gather a fistful, just enough to Awe, just enough to draw-in, and she already knows how to give those strings a yank, how to undilute her own menacing aura, make her hate and her fury a thing terrible in its beauty, a terror-thing, run away, run away, just yank those strings, shrill them sharp.

The nights are growing longer, and so, if she has anything to do with it, is her proficiency.

And one night soon, she'll call a name and the owner of that name will come, no matter what they want, no matter how much better they know.

V. Applying the Discipline: A Story of Influence

Finding the right crowd requires leg-work, but she's a lodestone and she's already 'in' and even when her patience is a fraying thread she is calculating. Even when there's that shadow-kiss tension at the nape of her neck or the potential for a bloody mess she is thinking one-two-three steps ahead. The people Lux wants are people who occupy the ven diagram overlap with another crowd she doesn't yet have a touch of influence over but oh she wants to be able to push-and-pull. 

Who is who? Where are the who's who going to be?

High Society ---------------- University
                   [Academics
Performing Arts Complex
Robert & Judi Newman Center for Performing Arts
The ___________ Foundation]

Lux starts with her own. This hot art & literary critic, a blogger who knows everybody who's anybody, who knows a photographer who's currently working on a project with a painter who makes money by designing sets and assistant directing for this center-over-here (when not bar-tending, of course), who's friends with -- here's a fork in the road, perhaps? -- this gallery-owner with ties to that museum's library which is associated with this branch of DU, or maybe this wealthy lawyer alumni of DU who does work for the Burne-Thomas Art Foundation, or maybe --

Leg-work. Society-work. Lux, willfully making her shadow grow: but this is a how-to.

After she finds the right crowd, or thinks she's found the right crowd, she twists her Toreador blood into action, into active power, changes the gravity of the situation so heart-strings twist around her fingers, invisible but surely they are there and hers for light motions, just don't tugtoo hard, they still own themselves. Understand that it's like a pressure: rushes in [like foam-laced-with-blood, drag-back] and knocks over the weak(-willed) first. Who wants weakness? Not Lux. But she'll use them to get her hooks further in:

The best impression is a killer first impression. Denver's at war. She knows. Humanity gives her something to do with her thoughts besides brood.

[Where is-?]
[What if-?]
[Who-?

VI. The Third Discipline

The Discipline of Auspex is the discipline of observation, understanding, of omens and of intuition. The Discipline of I see you and I know you and I hear you. The Discipline of Vision and Visionaries. 

It's not a Discipline that Lux has proficiency in. Yet. The potential is dormant in her blood, is close to the surface, wants be remembered and used, but it's been dormant for so many years, and her areas of interest so focused on the Disciplines of Quick-and-Graceful and Love-Me-Fear-Me-I-Am-Here, that when she decides to (finally!) try and wake the understanding-that-is-her-inheritance it isn't easy. 

Lux always thought somewhere behind her conscious thoughts, somewhere she didn't have to actually take the thought out to look at it and judge it, that Auspex would come when it wanted to come, that one night she'd be engaged and then she'd taste something she'd never tasted before in the delectable flow of sweet blood, or she'd hear something, hear something important happening around a corner, or she'd be in trouble and suddenly she'd just see on a level she'd never seen on before.

But she wants it now. There's an "If only" attached to the Discipline of Auspex. If only I'd spent time interpreting signs I'd have known what to do. I could've touched one of those filthy nails and seen the face of the bastard who played break-out. If only. If only. If only. She wants it now. That edge. 

How does Lux--who is determined, who doesn't let anything deter her once she's set her mind to it, who is intractable--study the third Discipline her clan is known for possessing? Sheer fucking willpower? Yes. 

But also she works for it and works at sharpening her perceptions against the whettstone of Denver nights. Lux, hanging out in the library at DU, hanging out in used bookstores that are open very late, looks for books by philosophers and reads what they have to say, and then she reads journals of artists and art criticism that circles around the idea of experiencing the world, of clarity, and she re-reads some old letters in her possession about perception and sight and dreams, and she starts to build a philosophy. Maybe this is what she does when she visits Richthofen: Maybe she talks about perception -- maybe there's a library and she finds a book she doesn't have and won't likely get elsewhere and curls up to read it. 

Applying knowledge to intuition.

When she goes out, she forces herself to be attentive to her surroundings, to the movements of the shadows, forces herself not to feel adrenaline in her cold heart like a snarl of thorns, forces herself to be considerate. When she goes out, she tries to unchain her mind:

One night, after rain sweeps Denver's streets clean and silver, makes the man-lit city a dark surreal reflecction, Lux pauses outside of a bar, predator-still though who'd ever think it? The rain is a mist and it has given all the street lights and headlights and lights radiance halos visible coronas like a dreaming sleepy image that softens the city and she looks at the halos delineated by the rain and when someone else comes out of the bar she almost imagines a halo around them too. As if people are always burning, are always candles, but tonight she can almost see it, can see what it will look like once she sees, and it's a fine thing. The rain sweeps Denver's streets clean and silver, but it makes the darkness darker, more viscuous, shows you as you walk on it that you are in the dark city, until it swallows you up.

Water has always been a visionary element.

Lux pauses outside a bar, and sees all this, and her mouth sets in a determined line. 

I'll get it by winter.

--

And then she did, yay XP-spending.

Hooking Up with Ginger

Táltos
[Write, write, write.]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 5, 6, 9, 9, 10) ( success x 4 )
Táltos
[Extending. Write, write, write.]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 1, 2, 6, 9, 10) ( success x 3 )
Táltos
[Stam.]
Dice: 1 d10 TN6 (9) ( success x 1 )
Táltos
[Extending, but refining the process. +1 diff. WP.]
Dice: 6 d10 TN7 (1, 6, 8, 9, 9, 10) ( success x 5 ) [WP]
Táltos
[Stam.]
Dice: 1 d10 TN6 (8) ( success x 1 )
Grace
Grace doesn't waste time, it's precious these days. She's got Táltos' number, and it's time to spread the information around. He gets a text, and it goes like this:
Grace: Hey, we should get together sometime. When's good for you?
She doesn't say anything about the real reason for meeting. As she said before, 'I'll just invite you over for tea, or something, and it won't be tea.'
Táltos
Somewhere in the city. There's a man in his late twenties or early thirties or maybe mid twenties it's awful hard to tell. The point is somewhere there's this man (beguiling, lusty [resonant]), and he's outside where the wind can get him and when his phone dings from his laptop case he hears it like an after-effect. Blinks his long, straight lashes and then somewhere in the city there's a young woman who just sent a text and she gets a reply text and the reply text goes like:
Táltos: What about now?
Grace
Grace: I'm all for now, but... where? I need a few more dimensions :)
Grace tries to go with a math joke. Time being a dimension, space being three... So she needs to know a few more, yes?
Táltos
Táltos: :] I'm @ City Park by Ferril Lake right nowTáltos: The one iwth th boathouseTáltos: *withTáltos: But if you want to grab a drink we can meet at [near-by coffee shop-cum-independent bookstore]

Táltos
[NO. BAD DENVER.]
Táltos
Táltos: :] I'm @ City Park by Ferril Lake right now
Táltos: The one iwth th boathouse
Táltos: *with
Táltos: But if you want to grab a drink we can meet at [near-by coffee shop-cum-independent bookstore]
Grace
[lol]
Grace
[Awareness! Because always!]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (2, 9, 9, 10) ( success x 3 )
Grace
Grace: The lake is fine. BRT
It doesn't take long, really. Grace lives very close, and when she is close, there is that faint echo of slipping, sliding, reminiscent of a tiny earthquake -- if Táltos is paying attention..
She wears what she always wears. It's jeans and sneakers, and that grey turtleneck jacket, topped off with her laptop bag.
Táltos
[IS Táltos paying attention to things? Awareness!]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 3, 7, 7) ( success x 2 )
Táltos
Táltos (beguiling, Satyrical) is more alert and more energetic today than he was the other night when there was a Convergence [Confluence] of Awakenened Individuals. The wind has braced him or the grass has. There are late, out-of-season clovers near the soles of his big-big boots, dockers or something with the laces half-undone, tongue gaping, skinny dark jeans that are worn enough they're hanging onto his belt like they've gotta do that or else. He's wearing a band teeshirt that's a little short for him (he's just tall, tall and thin, makes him seem taller, but less big), over that a jacket that's green and vaguely military probably cozened from a thrift-shop chest. And, as usual, he is a man who wears jewelry well: a series of necklaces, most of them tucked beneath his shirt, one glinting gold, though only two rings on his fingers today, and those not easily visible because his left hand has a bandage wrapped around the hand and wrist.
And where is he wearing all of this? By Ferril Lake. Under a tree that's beginning to be turn as gold as the honey bees'd make from the clover by his feet, see, its leaves rough and shaken, a laptop bag at his side and one arm along the back of the bench. He was typing away earlier, but between getting a text from Grace and waiting for her, he seems to have decided to just watch the lake and the trees. He does it with enjoyment.
He does it with presence.
It's hard to imagine Táltos feeling awkward about anything, no matter how idle his hands are. They're idle now- or are until that sense of slip-slide, quake-shake, shifting (something shifts, something is shifting, little-changes, little pushes, little revolutions: oh, I am beginning to know your resonance) has his nostrils flaring and has him looking around until Grace comes into sight, then shifts forward, both feet coming off the grass then thumping down again just as his hands thump onto his thighs, then mid-rise he raises one hand instead (there's a clink, a clatter, something belled and metallic around his wrist) to say by way of greeting,
"'Ey, Grace!"
Grace
Her shoes crunch on the grass (the grass that thinks with superpositioned pigments that dance everywhere at once to find their way) and she's thinking about that when she comes across Táltos.
His is not the worst presence one could be in. There are others she's felt, stronger and overwhelmingly dire or sickening. But Táltos enthralls. The very clover beneath his feet reach out in their own responding lust.
"Hey, yourself. I brought my stuff, you want to get hooked up?" she asks, smiling. "I can also get your laptop, if you want. Or, do you have questions first?"
Táltos
Mid-rise becomes muscle-tremor (earth-quake, slip-shake), then muscles re-bunching then slackening, so he sits down hard (and noisily) on his spine, spares his bones a wince as a tithe to being alive to feel it, then scootches an inch to the side, leaving Grace a clear space on the bench for her to call her very very own, and then Táltos is regarding Sera's protégé quite seriously. Quite seriously indeed, though the after-effect eye-crinkle grin is still in effect: a mellow late-afternoon sort-of light that warms his eyes. He swipes some hair off of his broad brow, and says, "Questions first. Be prepared for an unrepentent and mistrustful Luddite. Tell me the story of the information network, and how'dja come to be its," here, he scratches the underside of his jaw, "guardian or keeper?"  
Grace
"See, this is why we're in the park, and not in a bookstore... It's less easy to overhear," she says, sliding her laptop out of its bag, putting it up on the table.
"I got hacked by someone really fucking strong, who told me that I had been spotted and my chat logs put on watch. So, the guy I was chatting with and I had to get creative. See, the Authorities really seem to perk up when you've got someone trying to teach you all the history of the Virtual Adepts in plain text..."
"So, we came up with Ginger. We being myself and Gadfly. He's been kind of showing me the ropes, yeah? I set up the encryption, he set up the wards, and we... took over a phone sex line." She's booting up the machine now, the background a swirly math-y looking thing. It's not geometric, it's wild and tangled.
"But you know, that's all well and good for the two of us, now we have secure communications, but I thought why not extend that to the rest of Denver? I mean, we could all use a way to talk about important things without having the NSA hear about it first."
Táltos
"You got hacked?" He turns the echo into a question, Táltos, a clarification of the given value of You, because he's (unrepentent [mistrustful] Luddite) not sure she's using the word to mean her computer systems or just phone logs or a more invasive (more immediate [slip the thread into the spirit and drag out thoughts and words and control]), and there's wariness behind it. He isn't someone who gets filled with nervous energy when he's wary though he's always full-up of energy unless he's drooping, wilting, and he's not wilting today, but the point: the point! The point is his energy isn't nervous, but he does sound wary, not skeptical but cautious or concerned.
He doesn't interrupt again, and when she finishes her story he chuffs a laugh- this earth-smoke sound of a thing, less humour than appreciation, follow-it-up-with, "All right, I see. Nice. So, forgive-me-if-this-is-too-whatever-or-retreading-old-ground-but," a wave of his hand, sweeping, "but what do you think about the traditionalists you've run across? Why're you them against the Authorities That Be? The latter too still for you?" 
Grace
He asks that question, and it makes her eyes drag off of the screen where she was working on setting up the program. "Too still? You mean, they slow progress? Well, that's just the tip of the iceberg isn't it? Here's a story for you. One kind of near and dear to my own heart. There was this guy, right, and he's a genius. Decides to liberate the JSTOR online library of science journals, because it's behind a pay wall, and all that knowledge should be available. Should be accessible to the Third World, should be accessible to anyone. He doesn't even break any laws doing it," she says, sighs heavily.
"But they found something to charge him with. And they killed him. I'm pretty sure of that now. The papers say suicide, but I don't think so. It's played out like that before. Time and time again, someone decides to do the right thing and break down the walls, and they just..." she trails off, like she can't come up with words strong enough to describe what they do. 
"The first one of Them that I met tried to get me to help track down Gadfly, so that he could be disposed of, I'm thinking. I wasn't even Awake yet. But... just fuck that. They treat people like they're obstacles, and society like their Ponzi scheme," she says, and she's obviously upset, can't really concentrate on the work now.
Táltos
Grace is upset and Táltos puts a hand out. He either touches her hand, knuckles raw-red, fingers long, a jangle of bracelets, or he touches her shoulder. He touches her anyway: spring-warmth, clover-conjuring, green-fuse driving, summer-kinged warmth. He's loud and he's unsubtle and he might not be a person who invades personal space with impunity but he doesn't always pay notice to it. Táltos (the táltos [shaman]) gives her a close-lipped smile. This wistful twitch of his mouth. Then he withdraws again, resting his elbow hard on the park's table, near the humming of Grace's machine, and cups his chin in his hand, leaning aslant. His shoulders are narrow, but sharply delineated through his jacket. 
"Sorry about your friend ... or your hero. The genius." He nods. The suicide-that-maybe-wasn't. Táltos looks contemplative, and pats one of his pockets down, though he doesn't bring anything out of it- it's this half-formed intention like he wants something but isn't sure what it is.
"And I didn't mean 'slow progress.' I meant- " He pauses. Then, "I don't believe you've used your spark, your Jirilo-gift, uh, how do you say, a Working while we've been near, but I can feel your signature and it feels like-" He squints, lashes coming together but eyes not closing "- something eternally shifting, something moving and revolutionary. It's just a little spark, but it's pushing or changing."
"And they aren't for change. They're trying hard to make everything still and changeless." 
Grace
She nervously moves that hand away when he touches her. It's not that she doesn't like him, but the contact of another person has never been comforting to her. And now, the tingling nothing in her fingers makes such unforeseen touches shocking with needles.
"Why would anyone want to keep things the way they are?" she asks, disguising the strange jerk of her hand by returning to the keyboard.
"Still, I don't think that's the point. One could change the world for the worse, too. I want to see it change, yeah, but for the better. Do you think, those impressions you get of people have something to do with them as a person?"
She is new, this one. She asks questions -- must ask questions. 
Grace
"Here, give me your phone, if you are still interested."
[Sorry, forgot a line]
Táltos
[Ooh, do I notice? Empathy!]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 3, 7, 7, 8) ( success x 3 )
Grace
[Manipulation + Subterfuge = Nuh uh!]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 5, 7) ( success x 1 )
Táltos
Why would anyone want to keep things the way they are? "Better the devil you know."
Táltos doesn't watch Grace any more carefully than you'd watch a Technocrat (perhaps not a Union Technocrat, but the Sons of Ether and Virtual Adepts will always be Techno-mages, Techno-crats, to Táltos), or let's be honest, a strange Traditionalist, who's offered you a place on a 'secure' network they're in control of. He doesn't think she's nefarious or going to use it against him -- she seems to be what she's presenting herself as. But the dreamspeaker is still a touch wary. "If something or someone does breach Ginger's security, does she have any standing orders? Self-destruct, mass-warning dings?" The hand he'd put out instead goes to his phone though he doesn't hand it over quite yet. He takes it out though.
"And - you mean on a who-they-essentially-are level? In some respects, I do. Those impressions tell a lot about how someone looks and interacts with their own canny gift, you know, or how they've used it in the past, or the how of their usage- what they do in order to interact with the world on that level. Personally I find how the balance between primal forces lays itself out in a worker's resonance one of the most interesting things you can feel in your bones." 
Grace
"The beauty of Ginger is that Ginger does not phone out. You contact Ginger, along with whoever else might be trying to use the line for... ah... other purposes. My little bit to alter your phone just lets you into the deeper level. It will look to the rest of the world like you are in it for, you know, phone sex," she explains, and is a bit nervous about that. So far everyone's taken the idea fairly well, but then...
"If Ginger gets found out, they'll be able to tell that some hacking went on, but they won't be able to trace it back to you, and they won't be able to trace our social network. There's just no trail to follow. If Ginger gets breached, she dies a quiet death," she says, and there is conviction in this.
"So, I mean, if you're worried, I'm not going to say don't be. Everything's dangerous. Just, a lot of work has gone into this. And some Work as well, if you get my meaning."
His explanation of their resonances makes her wonder... The shifting revolutionary, the thing that wants to break down the walls? Well, yes, that does seem accurate. What is hacking, but breaking the barriers down, and getting in? And she hacks the universe itself. She just looks at him with those ever-moving eyes, and nods, like 'yeah, I think so too'.
Táltos
His reluctance doesn't spring from potential phone-sex line appearing on his phone-records. Táltos doesn't have a wife or girlfriend who'd get all irritated. He doesn't have invasive parents who'd be disappointed. His reluctance just springs from a deep mis-trust, something that floats underneath the surface. So he hesitates again, but then hands his phone over. "All right, sounds fair enough. Just give me clear instructions."
And Grace gives Táltos a look and nods, and he nods back. His mustache (and it's a fine mustache, it is - well-kept, thick, practically glossy) twitches as he considers something, then -- movement! -- just leans forward, both elbows on the table now, hands together and fingers twined, like he's anticipating, eyes going from his phone to Grace. Watchful! Watchful. Expectant. 
Unsure whether-or-not-he-should-be-quiet. He goes with 'quiet,' for now. 
Well.
He tries to go with 'quiet' for now.

Grace
Grace gives him a small smile, as he bores into her with his eyes. And then it's to his phone, and to her laptop, and she connects laptop to phone with a cord, and begins tapping away.
It's not long. So many have received Ginger so far, that modifications to the program to get it to work on their various devices have already been made. She just has to run the right commands for this one. Every now and then, she sneaks a side glance at him to see if he's still watching her, hawk-like. "So... I'm not peeking, if that's what you think. I know it's hard to tell. But I don't do that." Well, how would he know? She could peek, do far worse than that even...
After a few minutes of extreme focus, she undoes the plug, and hands his phone over, with a slight smile. "It's fairly simple. Just call the number labeled 'Ginger' in your contacts. Or you can text it, if you just want to drop off a message. There will be a menu you can interact with."
And if Táltos does decide to test out his new toy, he'll indeed be presented with the following menu, spoken in low, sensual, a bit robotic tones:
"Hello, and welcome. To listen to messages, dial 1. To view text messages, dial 2. To leave a voice message, dial 3. To leave a text message, dial 4. And remember, love is just a dial away."
Táltos
He does keep watching her. Interested. Most of his weight hanging on his elbows instead of in the seat of his pants like it should be if he were really sitting. Easy to imagine Táltos as a kid being told to sit down properly at the table young man. When she says she's not peeking, his eyebrows bristle upwards, but he nods to accept what she told him. Believe it? Well, perhaps. He's trusting her with his phone in spite of reservations, and that'll have to be it, for now. But he does keep watching, curiously.
Táltos accepts the (his) phone back and weighs it in the palm of his hand. Muscle-memory wants it to be heavier. Wants it to be more of a stone. Poetic language almost demands it. Of course the phone's just as heavy as it ever was, just as dense, and he does play with it a little, tactile man like Táltos can't resist, though he gives an exaggerated little shiver at Ginger's sensual-laced-in-hollow-robotic voice, smiling, "Gives me the willies, and not where you'd want 'em," and after he's heard the menu, he says, "So it'll work like a - communal message-board? Mass text-messages to everyone on the network, etcetera?"
Adds, "Thank you. It's a very... social move." He has to think of the right word there, that pause between very and social. "May I ask you something about politics?"
Grace
Grace laughs when he says Ginger gives him the willies. "Really? Sera wanted to marry her," she says, seemingly not offended by his slight against Team Striped Horse's baby. "Yeah, it's like a communal message board. People have asked if it could do more, but not without breaking some of the security features, and I don't really like that idea."
When he asks her about politics, she quirks a brow. "What about politics?"
Táltos
"I think she sounds like a woman made of eggshells, an empty eggshell woman," Táltos says. "How're you supposed to imagine holding such a thing?"
Another, smaller, exaggerated shiver-shake. 
Then, "Well, I've heard your thoughts on the conventional fuckers, but I'm interested in the perspective of somebody new on the Nine and all that. How'd you pick your mentor. Gadfly," and he sounds musing. His eyes do go softer when he starts to muse, but now that he's done playing with the phone, slips it neatly back into his laptop bag, fingers lingering, he's really just watching the apprentice. "There no other paradigm you're drawn to?" 
He doesn't sound like he's trying to devil's advocate argue her out of her choice. He really does just sound: curious. The kind of curiousity which is like a charm, scratched on a tree, a song-whisper-thing, come-hither: his curiousity is always come hither, huh? That's Táltos, hithering at the same time.
Grace
"There's no other paradigm you're drawn to?" she responds, smirk-filled, turning his question back.
"I didn't choose Gadfly. Well, I mean, I say that, but... It's like, I chose this a long time ago, long before my eyes were open. I wrote a story once, about Alan Turing, and it made a few waves in places I couldn't have dreamed about. Gadfly memorized it," she says, chuckles at that one. "And when I had Awakened, he didn't even know. He just wanted to meet this writer he was so fond of."
"So... We were friends from the beginning." The very beginning, actually.
Táltos
He laughs -- a shake-of-his-shoulders, the sound something between the fluid gleam of a snicker and the full-bodied (love-of-life-want-want-want) of a guffaw -- when she turns the question back. He says, "There are two other traditions with philosophies I find interesting, though not quite true once I learn more. So yes, there is." He crosses his eyes at her, and smirks: at himself? Perhaps. "So." 
But to give Táltos credit (and he's very good at multi-tasking, at following more than one thread of conversation [at listening to the sussuration of a storm, voices dragged through them, while also carrying on a bar-crawl]), he settles as she talks about not choosing, about the choice being made, about Gadfly and how they came to meet, and he nods, cupping his chin in his right hand again.
"What's he like?" A pause, then, grin, "What impression does he leave?"
Grace
"Well, as far as other traditions... I only really know a few very well. I'd say... Sera's is close. She's the one who sat me down afterwards and explained what had happened to me. But she couldn't grasp how I understood the universe, and I couldn't grasp how hers works either. Just, there's similarities, I can tell.
"The Etherites, I understand a lot better. I guess they would be a second choice?"
She doesn't really know why he's asking. But it's not like her to leave a question unanswered, her own or someone else's.
When he asks about Gadfly, she bites her lip. The first impression one gets of Gadfly is not particularly good.
"If someone wanted to find the Platonic ideal of the junction between distracted and nervous, he'd be a good candidate? He's very shy, very paranoid. But he's utterly brilliant."
Táltos
"The idea of going beyond all boundaries appeals, eh?" on Sera's tradition and Grace's attraction (minute though it might be?) to it.
Táltos cocks his head when Grace bites her lip, and then flicks a glance toward the lake. He's still been resting most of his weight on his elbows, and he finally (jangle, jingle) collapses back on his buttocks. "If I ever come in contact with him, I'll keep that in mind."

"Come on," and now he flattens his hands on the table, pushing himself up and standing. "I'll buy you a drink, coffee if it's too early in the day, in appreciation. Give appreciation to the grain spirits, or bean spirits as it were. Tell me where I can find this story you wrote."

McDonalds and Galliards

Tamsin
Tamsin has spent the day, really the whole day, began early before the sun rose in order to watch any sun-greeting rituals, near the heart of the Sept, umbral-side, trying to coax out stories about the Sept Elder and the Septs, trying to learn. This serious-eyed earnest Fianna with a silver-tongue, can convince you to walk on your hands before you realize that's not a great idea, just: obnoxiously present. Not loud, oh no, not loud necessarily, but: following, following, following, at least the moon is waning and thin, a theurge's moon, rage can't be that high. Maybe she had a good day, messing around. Maybe there were hours of nobody, nothing but this spiritual reflection of the world- except it isn't a reflection. The physical world is a reflection, the spiritual world is the real world-
Anyway, the point is, Tamsin's tired and hungry now, and Fog brings her voice plaintively to Hector, fills his head in that true-voice way the spirits grant though doesn't Fog sometimes like her jokes and leave a question?
Where'd you get to, Uktena Boy [Samwise]? You still around? Think I'ma sleep here tonight. I'm bone tired. But hungry [starving] (ate a rabbit), what about getting McDonalds [gross (so good) mm Shamrock Shakes (go Faux-Ireland)], bringing it back (I'm thirsty [want to get trashed] (trashed is not recyclable but you recycle your stories when you're trashed so it's a conscientious way to live)? I want McDonalds (no I don't [do I?]) (mm, rabbit fur) (gross teeth need floss).
He knows she's tired because there are lots of layers to her totem-voice.

Lola Hawkes
Thomas said that her logic lined up with that of many other gun-happy Kinfolk, and she shrugged her shoulders and went on to explain:  "Well, it's pretty much our only option.  S'why I shot that kid first, really.  I mean, the Silver Fang pretty much tells us the Wyrm's about, and then this kid with blacked out eyes comes at me swinging....  Half of the time when that happens they sprout fangs or spit acid at you, so I put him down before he had the chance."
She didn't sound remorseful for what she did, and that may be the part that was most disturbing-- what kept Keisha from getting close with the Kinfolk at all (though she was certainly polite, and that was good).  She was justifying it, though, and that must mean that she saw the error that she made.  After all, she wouldn't be defending herself if she didn't think that she needed to.
"Had no way of knowin' that kid would revert back after the necklace got taken out of the picture...."
Hector had, when threatened to have the flute taken away, responded by pointing it at her and starting a retort, but ending it on the same word it began with.  The tweeting flute noises did cease, though, because he went back to honing the instrument further with the knife.  When the conversation had lulled the Kinswoman rubbed at her closed eyes with her forefinger and thumb and sighed.  "Man, the night wore me out for some reason."
Hector Ghosh
Something neither of the others can hear has Hector's deft hands stilling stutter-brief. Nothing they can react to like all the birds gone silent or an inhuman noise in the stream nearby but he does stop and he does hear and that something makes him breathe out laughter enough to make them question his sanity because it doesn't come at a point in their conversation that would make sense for him to laugh.
Okay okay we'll go get McDonald's. Come over here and say Hi to Thomas and Lola. We're by the Big Rock and she can see the impression of it sent as imagery and she can feel the path her feet ought to take you might run into Keisha. Don't say anything about killing rabbits if you see her. Comeherecomeherecomehere.
Wood shavings fallen between his akimbo knees and he considers the kinswoman with stitch between his brows. It isn't like her to voice a complaint. She has a high threshold for starters and she isn't one to make known a weakness in mixed company and just as quick as any other impulse he ever has fires his merriment leeches away.
"You sure you're alright?" he asks.
Thomas Delacroix
"It was the right thing to do."  He shudders and swallows.  Not because of the kid.  That kid's brain could have stayed on the pavement and Thomas would have hardly registered it as anything but unfortunate.  "Their eyes...around here, right now, I'd recommend killing anything that's eyes go all wrong like that.  And then maybe do it again.  Sometimes once isn't enough."  Lola...Lola may not even know what he's talking about.  Hector heard him tell the story once, but he was practically another person then.
"You know-" He rolls onto his side, and then up to half crouched.  But he doesn't quite rise to leave.
Tamsin
The Theurge Still Waters [There was a theurge called Still Waters and still waters run deep and she-]? Uh, okay, why, does she have a pet rabbit? Is she trying to make nice with the rabbit spirits and they told her she can't kill any for a month or else they'll eat her Gnosis and leave her without a leg to- the Big Rock? K. I'm comin. Wait Lola's there [:(] [:)], ask her if she has a [tampon] NEVERMIND [wait haha do it] or- [being rude (stop texting), coming! Does Thomas have a car? Can he take us to get McDonalds?
And silence while Tamsin gets from Point A to Point B, finds a likely place near the Big Rock in order to sluice out've the umbra, one moment a rocky hill the next moment a girl coming out've the brush, red ants crawling up her shoelaces, then clomping that-a-way. She sees a pretty stone and picks it up. Then another, and picks that up, too.
And then there's a lizard, and she chases it.
And then she realizes she's chasing a lizard, which isn't very dignified, and she stops, and then she can hear voices, so she covers her eyes and squints up at the rock itself to see if she can see silhouettes or what-all.
Lola Hawkes
Fingers moved away from her eyes, and she shifted the focus of her gaze over to Hector to see the concern sketched on his face.  His brows were furrowed together, and he wanted to know if she was sure she was okay.  He was right, she wasn't one to complain.  She'd driven home with pain and stab wounds and little organic needles still stuck in her ankles after a fight against Fomori once.  She barely flinched or bothered to take notice when she cut her arms up on broken glass after busting through a window.  It was odd that something as simple as being sleepy would be groaned about outloud, especially out here away from the house where others can hear.
But, as far as Lola was concerned, there was no problem in Thomas being aware of her drowsy spell.
"Yeah, probably," she told Hector, and with a low huff she sat up straight and leaned forward, away from the rock that she was propping herself up against previously.  "Maybe I'm just fighting off the flu or somethin'.  Ain't bruised or bleedin', so I'll be alright."  She didn't stop to question his odd giggle or that he had become stiff-alert at something that she and Thomas didn't notice.  She assumed it was something spiritual, something she could never hope to pick up on, and let it pass without comment.
Thomas was rolling up, getting ready to stand but not quite committing to the motion.  Lola held up her water bottle in offer, raising her eyebrows in a silent question as to whether he wanted a swig for the road or not.
Hector Ghosh
And then he zones out again as Lola is answering him. He's struggling so hard to pay attention but it's like having someone draped over his shoulders and prattling along in his ear and he sits with a confused expression on his face for several seconds while staring at Lola's lips like he can filter her words through whatever it is he's hearing.
Thank Gaia Hector wasn't born under a thinner moon. If the spirits talked to him more often than his packmates did he'd be even more of a pain in the ass.
"Sorry, Tamsin's incoming," he says, shaking off the conversation. "Wants to know if someone has a tampon and will drive her to McDonald's."
How do you like them apples, Tamsin.
Thomas Delacroix
Thomas makes a slight face at the mention of the destination, then sighs.  "I was about to leave anyway.  I can take her, I guess."  It is practically the least engaged he has been with Hector yet, even watching him messing with the flute Thomas had been more really present.  He waves off the offered water, but probably he'd wave off about anything at the moment.  Visions of being attacked by the headless mess of someone you tried to save just don't make for wanting things.  
But it is Lola, and so he gives her a very tiny, strained smile.  "Thanks though."
Tamsin
Tamsin likes those apples well enough. They're not the apples she'd pick out at a supermarket, but let's be honest: Tamsin doesn't know the difference between different kinds of apples, unless the kinds are 'green' and 'red' or 'rotten' and 'not rotten,' and sometimes the difference between the latter two isn't as clear as -- the point is. THEM APPLES, them apples. Them apples mean once she sees no silhouettes and then a stir-of-movement that is Lola pushing from rock she's leaning on, the first words she actually makes out are 'can take her, I guess,' and that means the Fianna galliard is beaming when she is finally close enough to raise-her-voice and say, "Hey Hector and Lola and um Thomas," the um, because she only knows him from moots, right? Moots and reputation, "What's up?"
Lola Hawkes
Hector had appeared distracted when Lola offered her guess to the cause of her lethargy.  She figured she was fighting off the flu, because while her immune system was harty and she was very seldom sick with anything, even the common cold that almost every American caught at least once per cold season, she was still susceptible to illness.  She hadn't had the flu since she was about sixteen years old, but who knows?
Thomas shook his head and forced a tiny, weak smile and thanked her for the offer anyways.  Lola eyeballed the Shadow Lord suspiciously, an expression he's seen on her face when she's staring him down once before (back at the Botanical Gardens, when he'd gotten wistful over some man that was mentioned).  After a handful of seconds she let it pass, though, apparently deciding against calling him out on his melancholy and asking him what was up.
He said he was on his way and he could take Tamsin into town to a McDonald's if she wanted.  Hector had advised that she was on her way and needed a ride and a tampon both.  Lola raised her eyebrows, thoughtfully, then leaned forward and started to paw around in her pack.  When Tamsin arrived she got a glance from the Kinfolk, then a smile.  "Heya Tamsin," she advised.
"Hector said you needed a plug, and I think I have one in the first aid kit."  She pulled free a small red pouch, straining against its zipper and made of a tough canvas material.
Hector Ghosh
"You're a GOOD MAN, Thomas Delacroix!"
And just like that Hector is alive and on his feet again and it's like the totemphone hijacking of his attention and energy never happened. He sheathes the knife and thrusts the flute at Thomas that he might have his hands free as his packsister comes out of the clearing and joins them at the rock.
It isn't as if he hasn't seen her recently and won't see her again. Matter of fact Thomas is going to be seeing them a lot sooner than he'd probably care to see them but he doesn't know that yet and the other two Galliards aren't saying anything. But his pleasure at seeing her is muted by the fact that Lola is trying to feed him a line about having the flu.
He walks up to the kinswoman and puts the back of his hand against her forehead like that's going to prove anything.
"Tamsin!" he calls. "Thomas is gonna drive you to McDonald's! I'll perform the Rite of Cleansing on both of you when you get back."
Thomas Delacroix
Tamsin's arrival and Hector's sudden reanimation leaves him a little bit at a loss for quite what to do.  And he has a flute in his hands.  He gives it a curious glance then rises and walks over to hand it to Lola.  Which is in no way at all moving toward the person currently making the fewest demands on his capacity to deal with things right this very second.  He just wants to give the flute to someone who is not leaving.
"Hey," he says to Tamsin, but it's more reflex than interest right this moment.
His eyes do flick to Hector at the comment about the cleansing, and he manages a smile that is at least less of a lie than the one he'd just given Lola.
Tamsin
"Yay!" The word 'yay,' not a cheer. This is an important distinction to make, and Tamsin hovers like a Tamsin-shaped Lola-shadow while the kinswoman unzips her first aid kit, "If you have one, you're my hero with the lustrous hair deep and dark and full of night, or something," and then Hector puts his hand on Lola's forehead, and Tamsin cuts him a what-the-heck-are-you-doing side-look, and then smirks, "I'll perform the Rite of Ate All The Fries. ALL OF THEM. Uh, hey, do you have a dollar I can borrow?" - soulful eyes, cue, just trained on her alpha, and then: that expression dissolves so that she can better regard the languishing Shadow Lord (yuck [knee-jerk reaction, trained into her]) galliard (oooh, he's so pure-bred) thoughtfully, "You ready to go now? Thanks, man. I am really hungry for junk food." 
Lola Hawkes
The Garou came to converge around the big rock that Hector had originally lounged on but Lola was set up to sit against now.  She wasn't sitting against it anymore, though, just near it, with her legs crossed indian-style and her torso leaned forward so she can access her pack.  Thomas handed her the flute, which Hector had handed him first.  She blinked when the little wooden instrument was pressed into her hand, but grinned a bit and moved the flute to salute the Shadow Lord with it.
Tamsin hovered behind her, letting her know that she would be her hero if she did in fact have a tampon to spare.  Hector, though expressing excitement that Tamsin had come to join them, paused close enough to reach down and press the back of his hand to Lola's forehead.  She's just a little bit warm, but not feverish at all.  He only has enough time to figure this out for himself before Lola's jabbing at his fingers with the tampon she'd found in her first aid kit.
"Oh, get on," she told her Tribesman.  "I'm fine, I told you."
And then the tampon is passed up to Tamsin.  "Here ya go.  You can sing a song about my hair after you've gotten your food."  As for the dollar, though Lola couldn't help.  She didn't carry cash out on patrols.
Hector Ghosh
"Ew!!" he says when the wrapped tampon hits his fingers. Doesn't even make a grab for it the way he would have if she'd swatted at him with the flute.
As for whether anyone has any money Hector heaves the most put-out sigh ever sighed in the history of sighs and unties his medicine bag from his hip. It is barely large enough to fit his hand inside but Tamsin knows and Lola knows that it contains at least one small healing gourd and at least one small Nightshade and that's about the extent of their knowledge of what all he puts in there. Something clicks and something jingles and he fumbles out two beat-to-hell dollar coins and deposits them in Tamsin's palm.
"You're such a mooch," he says and maybe she thinks she's going to get away with it but then Hector is lurching forward and wrapping her up in a big gangly-armed one-leg-wrapped-around-her-knees-so-she-can't-escape hug. "HAVE FUN DON'T TALK TO STRANGERS I LOVE YOU BYE."
And then he's all but leaping around the rock to evade from any retaliatory kitten-like attacks. Points at Thomas from behind his kinswoman to offer: "Don't drive like an asshole. Also don't let her talk when you get to the drive-thru, one time she tried to order in Elvish and the kid almost called the cops on us."
Thomas Delacroix
Thomas laughs, muted but at least not forced and shakes his head.  "Okay.  Come on random starving new friend.  Let's go get you food.  Are you sure you want McDonalds?"  
His hand brushes lightly over Lola's shoulder as he walks away, more a graze with his fingertips than anything.  "Night," he murmurs to her.
Hector gets a wave.  "Okay.  I will try not to kill her or unleash her on the unsuspecting.  See you maybe later."  
Thomas Delacroix
[And I must flee.  Thank you all for awesome scenes!  You guys are the best!  :D]
Tamsin
[And I will vanish with Thomas for a while. Thank you for letting me drop in!]
Lola Hawkes

[Thanks for dropping in!]

A Confluence

Táltos
Federal. Federal: wide avenues, Mexican and Vietnamese, Chinese and Salvadoran laundromats and noodle-shops and chop-shops and junk-yards and yards filled with detritus and dogs chained out front and the occasional colorful lick of grafitti and the even more colorful lick of a house that is now a liquor store but still retains some peeling easter-purple paint-color and it's an ugly street and there's a chicken loose and the some of the strip malls (broad, expansive - generous) are modern but they look tired and weary and like they're about ready for evening to finally arrive, to officially arrive, something beyond the evening of heavy cloudcover, of skies troubled by tonight's threat (promise [assurance]) of storm and perhaps more flood, Denver ringed 'round with silver linings and the air finally cool, cooling, snow-cool and tacky, and it's here in this weather and here on this stretch of Federal that Táltos who speaks to spirits and has spring contained beneath the skin of his hands, warmth kindled and kindling, hunches in a dark peacoat that's a little tight around his shoulders.
He hunches like a vulture, a long-limbed prey-bird, goat-man, mustache-waxed and curling up like a sly innuendo or a mischievous comment, skin translucent-pale eyes pink-rimmed and nose sharp, and where does he hunch? He hunches at a table outside a shop that sells tacos and street corn and he is working on something, braiding leather and beads and nails together, and there's a book with its paperback cover flopping whenever a wind picks up like a mouth that really wants to talk, and he looks sleepy.
Even sleepy, there's a certain vitality, a certain lust-(for-life), delineating the way he interacts with the world around him. The shape Táltos makes in the world is a shape that is queer and witching, you know. Energy.
Táltos
(Don't lurk! C'mon in!)
Noel
[[This scene open? In other words, may I? No is cool too.]]
Noel
[[Yay! Okay!]]
Grace
[Awareness + Perception Go!]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (4, 6, 8, 9) ( success x 3 )
Táltos
The man-with-the-mustache is resonant the way Will-workers are. There is a shard of star-brightness to Táltos, see? A sliver of something dynamic [creative, green fuse that lights], something Beguiling, though it doesn't take away, doesn't lead astray to diminish, just beguiling, coupled and twined with this sense of Lustiness, Lusty, like there's nothing he wouldn't fling himself all-hearted into, Live, Live, Live, and Taste It All, can't get enough...
....And then, of course, there's else. It is Else, it isn't His resonance, but it is attendant on him, clinging, localized, something cold, something Working On Him, something that is Harrowing [Malicious], that'll separate bone from blood, and enjoy it.
Patience Mason
[Per+Aware]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 3, 5, 7, 7) ( success x 2 )
Serafíne
Per + Awareness
Dice: 7 d10 TN5 (4, 7, 7, 7, 8, 9, 9) ( success x 6 )
Grace
Federal isn't the 'good' part of town. But it's the good part of town for rice noodles, and that's really the best kind of good. Grace likes to categorize the place as 'rugged' or 'full of character' to be generous. It's a place where one needs to watch oneself. But lately, that set of locations has included nearly everywhere, so why bother worrying about regular old normal violence?
She's got her feel on, the sixth sense that came with the opening of her eyes (the other eyes). It's feeble, but she pays attention to it, yes? Like a deaf person hearing for the first time, whatever noise comes through is like a symphony.
She's driving down the street now, stuck at a stoplight when she feels him. There is a symphony in the air tonight, a song she hasn't heard. It's pretty, catchy almost, like the kind of resonance you might want to hang around just to be a part of, if it wasn't for the dissonant undertone.
She looks around the street for the source, but there's people, and... a chicken, okay, and it's not like she knows who she's looking for. Eventually she just decides to pull in to the taqueria instead of waiting on the light. It seems likely enough. And tacos are food too.
Maybe she'll find the reason behind the beguiling song.
When she gets out of her (old, red) car, she's dressed in jeans, sneakers, and t-shirt covered by a grey jacket, with a laptop bag thrown over her shoulder.
She looks plain. Like anyone, really. Blends in, with that kind of quality that makes your eyes just slide off. Not a threat, not a standout, this one.
Patience Mason
Federal was new, in the grand scheme of time and space, what lay on that long stretch of concrete heading north and south was new. With its strip malls and restaurant's with all its tin, and aluminum and dry wall that was barely up to code. Take a few more of these elements away and Federal might well have been a shanty town in the heart of the city, but it had just enough money, just enough power to keep itself afloat, above the state of detrius and floatsam....wether that would be the case years from now, one cannot know.
This place is young, and the woman who makes her way down the street, appears to be...well she appears to be a number of things. Outwardly, she appears comparatively young, easily in her late twenties to early thirties with a style that spoke of pure retro vintage, her dirty blonde hair was up in a set of Victory curls, framing her head. Sky Blue eyes take in the street as she moves along at a casual gait, her long limbs supported on a pair of heeled boots making her impressive height of 6'1 all the greater tonight.
She wore a ankle length dress which flared out at the bottom with a hint of ruffling, along with a white dress shirt, firm and pressed beneath a woman's vest of a dark pinstripe which lay beneath  high collared jacket of victorian styling of deep brown with leather trimmings. She gave the feeing of having stepped from an old tin type portrait, or perhaps one of those most ancient film reels.
Regardless, as she steps along the street, nearing the taqueria, one has to wonder what exactly someone like her, is doing in a place like this.
Táltos
[My turn to be aware of things?]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (4, 5, 6, 9, 10) ( success x 3 )
Táltos
The man-with-the-mustache is resonant the way Will-workers are. There is a shard of star-brightness to Táltos, see? A sliver of something dynamic [creative, green fuse that lights], something Beguiling, though it doesn't take away, doesn't lead astray to diminish, just beguiling, coupled and twined with this sense of Lustiness, Lusty, like there's nothing he wouldn't fling himself all-hearted into, Live, Live, Live, and Taste It All, can't get enough...
....And then, of course, there's else. It is Else, it isn't His resonance, but it is attendant on him, clinging, localized, something cold, something Working On Him, something that is Harrowing [Malicious], that'll separate bone from blood, and enjoy it.
Serafíne
Oh, I-know-you is the hum beneath Serafíne's skin.  See: I know you I know you I know you it sings beneath her tongue and in her eyes, in her blood which is warmer than you can know.  She is here and looks half like she belongs here, some steetwalker.  Look at the torn fishnets and denim cut-offs, the leather bustier (studded tonight except with little pink silk roses) that shows off her lean frame, the whipcord sweep of her torso, the supple and suggestive curve of her hips, in a narrow slice framed by the lapels of a leather jacket, which is a size or two too large for her and laced with leather straps and silver belts and also pierced through by a handful of round pins, one of which says ROLLER KING IS COMING and one of which has a picture not of fucking Che or even  Bob Marley but of Emma Goldman and you'll have to get closer to read it because the print beneath the print of Goldman's face is TINY.
But see: I know you interrupts whatever it is that brings her out here and what brings her out here is perhaps wistfulness or nostalgia or some physical instinct where her body has not quite caught up to her mind or maybe she just thinks Pan will appear again, out of the blue.  Just show up and be there the way he's supposed to but:
:one minutes she's walking and the next her direction is modified and she has her hands in her pockets and her head forward  and there's a faint chill in the air and Sera does not yet understand just how wintry winter will soon be but for now she's still managing in fishnets and heeled boots and leather jackets and push-up bras and little else. 
"Táltos the táltos," from behind though he felt her coming not like Sera feels everything and everyone but maybe his mustache twitched with awareness before Sera waltzed into the scene and right up behind the Dreamspeaker.  Bending to kiss his cheek and wrap the cold and creaky leather arms of her coat around his neck like they are old friends and do-this-all-the-time.  She is pleased to see him, not sleepy because she hasn't been up long, warmer than she should be because she's been - drinking, and something else too, something that makes her pupils wide and hungry but he cannot see that yet. 
Not until she lets him go and saunters around the the table and flings herself into one of the spare metal chairs and starts investigating his paperback while giving him a lifting, lilting look,
"What are you making?"  A blink, a pause, and a lifting look past his shoulder.  "Oh, have you met Grace?"
Táltos
This plain young woman gets out of an old red car in the spare and worn-out and damp-drenched parking lot beside the taco shop. Funny, how the city smells when rain's an offering, all ozone and the shifting appearance of sizzle-cheese frying restaurant-smells tossed down the street like there's nothing else out there or the sudden mouldering look-there-is-rot of newspapers and trash beginning to go to mulch and then just spaces of rain-smell. Speaking of shifting, there's something faint and shifting attached to that plain young woman with the old red car or maybe the old red car or maybe a feather tossed by the chicken as it picks at some spare grass-blades poking up through concrete. Táltos can feel the shift -- and his busy fingers still. He leans [further] forward to put his elbow on the table and hold his book in place, and it's what Kat would call a confluence, a coming-together-of-threads, a net-witchery which sometimes happens and is dangerous dangerous dangerous as those who have the Will to work (or have been called to Work, or just given gifts by birth by The Ones Who Created The Everything, that little sparkling thing of divinity within) find themselves in the same location. Táltos' lifts heavy vaguely aristicratic eyelids and looks with bright interest from old red car girl to the Victorian daguerrotype no Edwardian daguerrotype no faded 1910s image walking and -
And Sera. Sera, glomping from behind. He grins, of course, even though her weight rattles a word in his chest and the back of his throat, an unh, or an oy, or an ah. This entirely natural grin that just transfigures his face and candles his eyes and his eyebrows go up and it's almost owlish it's almost manic but without that nervous edge without any adrenaline to make it too too sharp, just definitely twisted.
"Hey there, love." His throat is clotted from disuse; that won't last. He clears it, and says, "Only at the bottom of a vodka glass or during the occasional dream- were you going to introduce me?"
He seems to be under the misapprehension that 'Grace' isn't a name in this conversation; he takes his elbow off his paperback in order to let Sera get a better look at it, holds up the bracelet and says, throat getting thick again, "Making a gift. It's to wear around the wrist. But shh, can't say the b-word til it's done." 
Táltos
[Crafts! How's it looking?]
Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (3, 3, 3, 5, 6, 7) ( success x 2 )
Táltos
[Acceptable.]
Patience Mason
The awakened bombard the world with their willpower, be it the will of the self, or the very nature of their awakened being blasting out waves of specialized energies, attuned specifically to each individual like a finger print. Tonight is certainly no different as a group of Magi converge upon the small taqueria and fill it with a complex mixture of positively and negatively aligned resonances.
Patience is not blind to these things either, and whatever plan she had, whatever destination she was heading for is, for the moment forgotten. The heels of her boots offer a different beat as she stepped from the concrete sidewalk to the asphalt of the taqueria parking lot, and made her way to the outdoor seating, taking in the sight of those who were slowly converging upon this place. An innate curiosity is writ across her features, delight at finding such a meeting and she steps up to the table to those she has met, and the one who she has not.
"A noted and indexed temporal stream derivative focal point!." She says, pleased as punch in her strange way to see these individuals. "An appropriately sociologically and culturally based verbal activation sequence to your direct and individualized personages." She says almost casually. 
Grace
And then there's Sera, that one who is so very hard to miss, mixing her own song into the mix, and Grace just has to look for a woman wearing as little clothing as possible to find them both. She doesn't judge exactly, just she knows Sera, knows that uniform of hers, and it is cold and wet out tonight, Sera, what the heck.
If Sera is friendly with this guy, he can't be too bad, right?
It's strange how they seem to congregate. She'll go days without seeing anyone, despite Auraria crawling with willworkers. And now, here in the bad part of town, it's a crowd. She walks up to the two, her smile a bit awkward, suffused as she is with the excitement and fear of meeting someone new. Just, people like it when you smile at them, even if it's got to be forced at first.
She's waving a little greeting, and halfway through a small "Hi" when Patience sneaks up behind, and greets everyone so enthusiastically strange. Grace does this sort of sliding look behind her, and there is a woman out of time. Well.
"Hello, I don't think I've met you," she says, and as she says the 'you' she switches her attention from Patience to Taltos. Because, she hasn't met either.
None of them really 'fit' together, do they? The four make an odd group out here. But it's no matter.
Serafíne
"Why - " Sera manages to sprawl in the rusting iron chair in the cool evening air with the promise of rain and the promise of snow and the promise of the mountains like sharp and soon to be snow-capped teeth in the west from every intersection.  Dominant things, jagged and crowing but Sera - fuck them - she sits with her back to them and allows herself not-to-think and mostly to do other stuff.  Manages to both sprawl and lean forward and then tilt her head aslant just so because the world is sweet and wobbly beneath her, shifting in strange and relevant ways from every direction.
Sera is about to ask if the bracelet will hear its name and decide that it wants to be something else like a fish or a bicycle or a fish on a bicycle or a mermaid or a pair of jelly shoes or a nun or an incandescent star but:
Grace.  And the woman-who-talks-like-a-robot still talking-like-a-robot. 
Sera beams at Grace.  The light slides around the apprentice's head like colorful snakes.  Oh, hey.  Beams at Grace and kicks out a chair and introduces them "Grace, this is Táltos the táltos, Táltos, this is Grace.  She's new.  It was a Wednesday last month.
"And, both of you, this is the lady-who-talks-like-a-robot." 
With a small flourish and a gesture at Patience, before Sera - weaving, she is not remotely sober tonight, Sera - leans in across the table and confides, aloud, to Táltos or Grace or both. 
"I have no fucking idea what she just said."
Táltos
[Hmm. For fun. Wits! to see if Táltos can follow the words Patience says without preparation.]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 4, 7) ( success x 1 )
Táltos
The man -- he could be young, but he could be old; indeterminate, dark circles around his eyes, which're inquiring and seem less focused than they are simply accepting, glad for society, listening eyes, yes, that's the best way to put it, listening eyes ready to be mischiefing, ready to gleam -- cocks one eyebrow way up, forehead creasing, and the other eyebrow? The other eyebrow he cocks way down like a Dali-clock, tips of his mustache tw-twitching, head up like a cat rearing back, all that for the stream of strange tech-sounding babble which comes out've Patience's mouth like she's a coin-operated thing from a Verne novel and after holding that pose for a moment, pale eyes [there's the gleam, the dredge-up of starlight] going from her to Sera to Grace to Sera then back, he laughs - a surprised-sounding laugh, just a huff-of-breath, and says,
"Hello." Answer: that's what she said. And also: Hello. "That's quite the Golden Age Science Fiction verbal tick you've got there, Miss." Polite. "Pleasure to meet you both I hope. Like Sera said, the name's Táltos and that's also my work."
The braid of leather-and-nails-and-scraps-of-painted-paper gets placed beneath his paperback, and he offers his right hand to Grace or Patience, whoever takes it first, and then he offers his hand to the other. His hands are warm: spring-warm, conjure-up-rebirth-warm, and the pressure of them is firm. 
Sera says that Grace is new, and this certainly gets Táltos's attention. He gives her a keen-curious look, says, "Did it happen suddenly?"
Pause. "Shit, am I being rude -- don't let talking stop you from getting tacos. They've got good ones. Wonton taco shells." 
Grace
Again, someone finds out when she Awakened, and acts as though this means she has suddenly grown a tail. Grace shrugs, "I guess suddenly, yeah. Or you could say I had been preparing myself. Hard to say which."
The táltos mentions wonton taco shells, and suddenly she remembers the true reason she's braving Federal. "Woo, yes... I'll ah, I'll be right back," she says, "Oh, and hi, lady-who-talks-like-a-robot!" She waves at the assembled, and she goes to assemble tacos.
It's not traditional, wonton shells, but different is good, no?
Serafíne
"I'm not eating," Sera remarks, flicks a glance at Grace and a slightly-more-skeptical glance at Patience.   A glance that is liquid and moving and mediated by some rather powerful mind-altering substances opened up and rushing through her veins.  Tilts her head back then as Grace goes off to purchase a plate of tacos for herself. 
Beaming, " - but you could get me a margarita on the rocks with two extra shots and/or a bottle of tequila I'll pay you back!"
Patience Mason
There are greetings for both Taltos and from Grace and Patience offers them both a nod, before a gloved hand is offered to Taltos, and then to Grace. She is friendly, but reserved, or perhaps poised is the better term as she lets her eyes settle upon the moustachioed gentlemen as he speaks of her 'verbal tick' and she offers an apologetic look.
"An appropriate socio-linguistic verbalization pattern for this concurrent temporal framework is...negatively present due to a series of frotean focal points along the temporal stream. For this appropriate sociological appropriations are verbally assigned to each of your individualized bio-noospheric selves." She says in a casual tone. Her gaze turning to Serafine with a raised, and amused brow.
"Serafine, I acknowledge and inquire as to your concurrent physio-noospheric-metaphysical state, it is nominal?"  
Táltos
[...Wits again!.]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (1, 1, 4, 9) ( success x 1 )
Táltos
"I recommend the sweet corn on anything," Táltos says, as Grace heads off to get a plate. And.
There are: wonton shells, and teriyaki meat, and tamarind sauce, and then there is pico de gallo, guacamole, mozzarella chese, mexican sour cream, carne asada meat, peppers and beans and rice and spiced shrimp (don't try those, though), wilted looking leaves. The tacos could be good. Corn, simmering in lime-juice and butter, slathered with mayonaise and chili. It's a cornucopia of taco-fixings.
"Frotean focal points? I'm not familiar with the word 'frotean,' or ..."
Táltos has to think about what Patience said in order to try and parse it. "... Well, is the verbalization pattern permanently lost because of those points?" 
Grace
Grace returns after a short trying-to-order, hard-to-decide trip to the shop, with a plate of wonton shells filled with carne asada, beans and rice, and peppers and a large glop of pico on top of each one. She got enough to share, if someone were to want to. There's also a corn cob with butter and chili on, at Táltos' urging, and a margarita for Sera (and a Mexican coke for her) It's... a little much to carry, but she's managing with a smile.
"So.. ah, Sera, here's yours," she kind of gestures at the cup in her hand like, 'please relieve me of this'. "And you're also welcome to a taco if you want."
"And you guys, tacos are... well, they smell decent!"
Serafíne
Sera hears: her name.  So, that gets her attention.  Sera's eyes are a rich, dark blue, the irises ringed in a midnight color that melts into something closer to twilight, flecked with hints of green and brown.  Hard to see them though because her pupils are black and reflective and gleaming and three-or-so sizes too large. 
But, her name, the flash of her eyes, lazy up from Táltos the táltos to Patience.  Hmmm?  Her eyebrows are straight across her narrowset and darkringed eyes but hmmm they lilt upward in neat little arcs of inquiry.  Still no damned clue what Patience is saying, but Sera gives her a thumbs-up. 
A double-thumbs up. 
Then, Sera's attention drops from Patience back to the table and to: the bracelet beneath the Dreamspeaker's book.  No no, not the bracelet.  Not the b-word.  This little quick parsed smile as she bans herself from saying it and gets lost in a rich and pleasant looping tangle, pulls it back and reviews it, then lets it move onward.  The supple thread of her resonance in the air from a minor Work.  But also: the not-a-bracelet, tucked beneath the book, Sera's lean fingers, tipped in chipped and peeling nail enamel the color of a gothic fire engine, working to pull the would-be-bracelet free. 
Then Grace returns! with food-and-drinks and Sera tips her head back, long curling hair sweeping the spine of the chair, not-quite-focusing on Grace but reaching in her general direction from the here's yours and Sera is all "For me?" but she's thinking about the not-a-bracelet too.  Greedy thing. 
"Thanks," lazy grin a quick, razor slash across her features, the full weight and heat bestowed on Grace like a gift. 
Patience Mason
"Negative." Patience says with a shake of her head. "A series of active paradigmically altering anomalies intrinsic in my personages meta-field's could be negated and potentially alleviate the concurrent pattern loss, however hypothesized negatively aligned effects to this bio-physical structure and the noospheric lattice contained within the cranial cavity are, at this temporal juncture of a superior sum then the projected positively aligned effects." She shrugs at this, seemingly at peace with that fact.
Grace returns, and Patience, well as the smell of the taco's reach her nostrils they flare gently, the woman nodding her approval to the very decent smell of the mexican 'cuisine'. "Affirmative." She says. 
Táltos
To Patience, he frowns and says, "Too bad. Hopefully there's a way around the curse, a way to convince it to sleep in some other bed. One that isn't your mind. Did you give your name and I missed it?"
Now. Táltos is tired. He is etched with it -- immanent with it. He is tired, and he sweeps his shaggy, kempt-but-certainly-not-kept hair back from his forehead and reaches into a coat pocket (his coat-pockets are full of things, sliver of white-wand in one, a cassette tape in another, pencil stub and charcoal, a pocket knife) to pull out a hair-band and put the whole thing back. His cheekbones get cold and so do his ears, but that's just the price one pays for vision sometimes. Táltos: a man wearing many rings, many bracelets, clink-clatter, always noisy. Táltos isn't a quite man by any means, and he may be tired, but he'll be dead before he's antisocial.
So. Grace returns! And he'll help her unload, the easy air of someone with long-limbs who knows how to not knock things over with them and is usually esconced in a crowd where things get passed around, juggled, etcetera.
Besides. The keen edge of interest in a new mage hasn't been abandoned, oh no, never think that, the Ascension War is 'over,' but the dreamspeaker is always curious which way those who still open their eyes and find out they've been gifted decide to jump, what they believe, truth or lies: he's a traditionalist, is Táltos, polite enough about all those wrong ways of thinking, all those perfectly logical systems made-up by sorcerers to explain what's really just perfectly simple.
"I come here often," he offers. "It's a nice corner. Usually come in the morning, the sun makes a happy golden square."
Táltos finally notices Sera working at the not-a-bracelet and he watches her sidelong, his eyelids lowering (they're purpled, almost bruised, you can see the veins) in order to accentuate the side-long look. He doesn't stop her, though-- won't unless she starts to unravel it or pick pieces out of the braid. Pieces like: oh, what's that?
It was The Chariot. What's that? Sharp piece of blue-glass from a broken bottle, edged in rust. And that? Nail, scrapes- what's that? A coin, scratched over and out. 
Táltos
Addendum, sociably: "So what'd everybody do today?"
Grace
"I went to class, worked on my thesis, had a spare minute to water my ivy, and I realized I hadn't eaten lunch," she says quickly, the words clipped. Really, she hadn't eaten breakfast either, and there wasn't anything but emergency ramen in the cupboard. Bad Grace.
With that, she snarfs a taco. It's a strange mix, the wonton wrapper and taco filling, but it works. And after all, what's an egg roll but the Asian version of a taco anyway?
"I've got... homework to do, but it's only two assignments, and there's the weekend left," she says, her mouth full of taco (she really does not care).
Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (2, 5, 7, 8, 9, 10, 10) ( success x 5 )
Grace
[ignore that roll, I have nfi what I was doing]
Táltos
[You were succeeding with awesome success! At taco-snarfing? haha.]
Grace
[YES, it is my taco-snarfing successes. I should have rerolled the 10s.]
Táltos
[Do it now. It's not too late.]
Patience Mason
"My heritalogical and parentally assigned nomenclature and index reference is Patience Mason." She says with a nod to the man, looking slightly taken aback by the fact she had somehow failed to introduce herself. She then moved about to whatever seat remained lowered herself into it, smoothing out her skirt as she did so and watched the others as they began to eat.
"This previous solar cycle I utilized my primary temporal allotment to design, manufacture and service several teritary systemic elements of the atmospheric lighter then air movation craft  indexed as the Aurora." She said pleasantly, her smile widening as she watched Grace absolutely devastate that unprepared taco.
"Secondary and tertiary temporal allotment's were utilized in standardized maintenance of this bio-structure and the physically inert domicile in which I concurrently inhabit." She then looks to grace and enquires.
"What particular focal points outline and actualize your hypothetical assertions? And in what primary field of focus does it reside?"  
Táltos
[... Wits again!]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (4, 5, 7, 7) ( success x 2 )
Serafíne
Sera works that bracelet free but does not work anything free-of-the-bracelet.  The not-a-bracelet.  She seems - absolutely fascinated by the pieces worked together, the braided bits of leather, the humming background resonance that is bright and full against her senses, and the way the night works its way back into her awareness, quiet and here and now.  She feels the weight of Táltos' eyes on her, all sidelong, and lifts her sharp little chin in his direction without lifting her attention from the bracelet.  Runs her thumb over the edge of the blueglass.  The rim of the coin.  And so on. 
Allows her gaze to cut away from these things only when Grace speaks up and recites the ordinary boundaries of an ordinary day into which the extraordinary must now always, perforce, intrude. Her lazy mouth, all smoldering curve, twists ever-so-briefly wider.  Flicks up to Patience as she has clearly just said two words that Sera understood.  Namely: her name. 
Is it Sera's turn to tell them all what she did today?
Oh yes.  Yes it is.
"Shrooms."  Is what she says, picking up her margarita, because Sera believes in polypharmacy.  Her smile is cat-and-canary.  They have no idea the way the night frames them, all the damned things she can fucking see.  How the edges of the moment become unhinged and how she turns them, open and shut and back again. 
Back to Táltos  The edge of his features.  The bruising around his eyes, all things come into sudden and irreparable focus.
And now her eyes do not and cannot leave him.  She's just staring, Sera.  Or rather: not staring, seeing a bit beyond-sight.
Serafíne
(Time 2: scrying Taltos' future.  Dif 5 -1 (merit) -1 (focus - shrooms)
Dice: 2 d10 TN3 (2, 10) ( success x 1 )
Táltos
[Eh? Is somebody being magick right now?]
Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (5, 8, 9, 9, 9) ( success x 4 )
Serafíne
(Extending: Time 2 / Prime 1 - that curse!  Dif 5 -1 (merit) -1 (focus - shrooms) +1 for extending)
Dice: 2 d10 TN4 (1, 10) ( success x 1 )
Táltos
(Also, I say skip Táltos's post this turn! for realistic-conversationa-flow-purposes (and also because I'm making food now).)
Serafíne
(Extending: Time 2 / Prime 1 - that curse!  Dif 5 -1 (merit) -1 (focus - shrooms) +1 for extending)
Dice: 2 d10 TN4 (3, 6) ( success x 2 ) [WP]
Serafíne
(Extending one more time: Time 2 / Prime 1 - that curse!  Dif 5 -1 (merit) -1 (focus - shrooms) +1 for extending)
Dice: 2 d10 TN4 (3, 5) ( success x 1 )
Serafíne
(and skip Sera: she istripping /  scrying and therefore oblivious.  :) )
Grace
"Ahh, my thesis, yes... It's a computational biological simulation of plant life. I was going to try to make it as chemically accurate as possible. Now... I'm not so sure that 'accurate' is possible. Or at least, they wouldn't believe what plants can do. So, I'm just kind of, you know, getting it close." Patience isn't entirely unintelligible to her. Just partially. It's probably kind of like what other people experience when she goes on about 'computational biological simulations' etc.
Grace is not surprised to hear that Sera has been doing 'shrooms' today. That sounds about right. But the way the woman is now staring at Táltos... huh. Grace noms taco again, because why not.
"And you make... lighter-than-air craft? That's pretty cool," Grace responds to Patience, after having untangled a few more words.
Patience Mason
"Negative, while the indexed material and required processes are available to my noospheric lattice at this juncture I do not concurrently manufacture lighter then oxygen movation craft. Maintenance of my current craft is more then sufficient given to its...prodigious dimension's and requirements."
Patience listens intently as Grace goes on about her thesis, a direct comprehensive simulation of plant life and describes the hurtles involved in the project. She nods, considering these issues, a sympathetic mind to be certain before offering. "Have you referenced and extrapolated the potentiality of accurate simulation at a micro-biological level rather that of macro-biology?" She suggests, a hand gesturing to the woman. "The active noospherical consensus may adapt and acclimatize to the simulation of such extensive potential on the microscopic level initially, allowing for a future extrapolation into nominal sizing and structure?"

Serafíne
And Sera just keeps - yes - staring at Táltos, although now there is something shifting, something distant rather than simply enraptured in the frame of her rather compelling features.  Sera is breathing quiet steadily, all tidal, in through the nose and out through the nose, right, cyclic, the fingers of her right hand wrapped thoughtlessly around the not-a-bracelet , her left hand braced against the edge of the metal table, though her fingers are slackening a bit.  The slide of her wholly unfocused eyes is like the slide of the yolk of a smashed egg down a kitchen wall.  Exquisitely slow,  viscous but still moving.
Grace
She squints at Patience. "I'm not sure I follow. I designed it to incorporate respiratory processes -- oxygen transfers, photosynthesis, nitrogen fixation... It's rather micro-biological in nature. That's actually the problem. Current understandings of microbiology are insufficient to accurately model what's really going on... And I don't know how to explain that in my thesis -- Oh yeah, everyone who is an actual biologist, you're missing all this stuff."
Táltos and Sera are likely off in their own world, while Patience and Grace live in theirs -- a world of big, sciency words. Tacos get demolished. And there is that corn, probably cool enough now, having given its heat away to the air.
"What's a noosphere?"
Táltos
Táltos listens to Grace and Patience thus: forehead-creased with attention, languid-eyelids (tired-still) but inquiring eyes, rain-pale, and once or twice a twitch of his mouth upward, imagining just what the Verbena would say confronted with these two, especially Patience, but Grace too, because he hears computational biological simulation of plant-life and he thinks plant-computer, and then he thinks Progenitor, and then his eyes get a little grim, and they drop to the sidewalk cracks which are, at least near Táltos, thriving, because he's another one who draws flowers out've fallow.
What's a noosphere?
"What's a computational biological simulation of plant life?"
Flash-of-a-grin, then-
... And then there's Sera. Who begins to Work, staring at Táltos, and startles his attention from the Technocrat Discussion to the Cultist-Ecstatic staring at him, and he stares back, cocking his head to the side, body drifting that-a-way as well, reflexively shoving one hand in his pocket.
Uncomfortable, but resigned. 
Táltos
she looks and omens auguries dreams oh yes dreams that is how this seer sees, yes? this is how she looks through to the truth that all time is now that all one has to do now (now [now!]) is follow the thread and it's there one-dimensional (all-dimensional) (there are no lines [erase them!]), yes, yes? so here -
here. a flash first of so many possibilities of images one atop the other blooming things shedding light fast-forward this path and that branching out which is more likely (does she know? how to follow fortune, how to tip-toe down fate? but she is following the curse to its end and this is what she sees) -
pain first look at it spiking, curdling there on the ring, let her see it like iron-spikes, dense-Malice given shape, reaching up and out in knotty clotted threads, let her see it like a tangling thorn-thing, let her see it curling banding through ribs, pressing against something that it rips, that's the progression of this curse and the thing that it is harrowing, that it is rending, ripping this is the future four months five no more
no here's another glimpse let her see blood and a smile in the blood reflected but it's not a smile it's the curse
let her see it find three seats so imagine this five thrones imagine this five pools of ichor drip-dropping
drop-dripping, stifling
Grace
[perception+Awareness = Does Grace pick up on whatever Taltos is thinking of her right now? AKA 'I'm not a Technocrat, thanks]
Dice: 4 d10 TN6 (3, 3, 6, 7) ( success x 2 )
Patience Mason
"A tiered dissemination of data and informative simulations is the primary and most effective methodology for neutralizing the adverse and negatively charged aspects of the noospheric consensus. In addition, focusing your simulations upon a singular selective cell of a biological entity would simplify simulation and acceptance." Patience attempts to aid, or at least clarify what it is she's suggesting, but then there's an inquiry as to just what a noosphere is, and Patience smiles, tapping the side of her head.
"The noosphere is an appropriately assigned index for the processes and chemical electrical functionality of the cortex of homo sapien sapien." She says it like shes a teacher, explaining a topic. "To derive the appropriate terminology from the conglomerative index is that of noo- utilizing the linguistic system of ancient greek in reference to the cortex, while sphere...well." She shrugs, as if that is fairly simple to understand.
She then turns her gaze towards Taltos and raises a brow. "A digitized electrically simulated representation, not concurrent or ratified in any third dimension as a solid." 
Táltos
here is a flash
clotted threads chewed up like they're tangling or tangled in entrails
pain-brown, pain-black, crusted-over rent
Táltos
Grace, perceptive, notices the grimness: and probably figures accurately what it is Táltos is remembering, or thinking of - maybe she's seen that look on others' already? Like her project reminds him of something uncomfortable --belonging to the Technocatic Union. That's what's there: remembered discomfort; it's separate still - for now - from suspicion or accusation. And sublimated by supreme discomfort which is directed not at the Technocrat-Mages (old-fashioned, they're all Technocrats who deal with Tech, aren't they?), but at staring Sera.
Serafíne
And see: Sera.  Serafíne-call-me-Sera is unfocused and lost and intent and intense on Táltos which he accepts with an uncomfortable and resigned mien and neither Grace nor Patience affect really to notice that Sera-who-is-stoned and may be really too stoned to be wandering around a neighborhood like this by herself after dark is also more-than-stoned.  Is, to put it in simple and quiet terms, Working.  Is needling threads and threading needles and splitting not infinitives but warp and weave and weft and the long threads are tacky and infinitessimal and her mouth, which is painted a glossy pink, is open and that far-away look catches the light and sheens her eyes and the margarita is ignored and they can eat tacos and talk about things Sera does not cannot will not begin to understand and Sera,
makes this quiet little noise, all hushed focus, like her heart is being squeezed.  Her expression is darkening, is drawing in at the brow, is narrowing to a line between the brows, is kept close and closer. 
Another noise, sharper but also breathy, back of the throat.  Tension creeps into Sera's body language, wraps itself around her and she
shivers, unconsious of it but feeling the movement of it all through her body.  Even the shape of the darkness around tem is altering, is becoming spiked and full of threat. 
When she finally comes to consciousness, back to reality, the agreed-upon present moment, she breathes out in a rush, Sera.  Reaches up to scrub away a handful of tears from the corners of her eyes. Her attention slides from the man's face to his hand and she breathes out sharply again, Sera. 
Reaches for his hand. 
"I hate that thing."  She means the ring: must mean it, what else could she mean? "You have to get rid of it.  Soon."
Grace
"My stupid thesis, is what it is," she responds, giving Táltos a grin. "Patience is right. I study computer science, and my focus is simulations. It's just... writing computer code that simulates a thing, so you can predict its behavior? That's my thing. One could even say it's what helped me get... here."
She's not entirely unaware of Taltos' darkened expression, the way his eyes scan the cracks in the ground. He's uncomfortable around her. So, maybe if she put it another way... She leans in all conspiratorially-like over her tacos, "So, I found out that plants think, okay? And it's amazing. And it's not something that I can just put in my thesis, because I'd have to explain how I know this."
Except that Patience seems to think she can put it in her thesis. Isolate it. Chop the plant into small pieces, and then analyze. She turns her attention back to the woman. "I don't think that would work, really. It all depends on showing it holistically. If it's isolated, they'll just say the effect is due to the isolation." Big sciency words again.
Táltos
(Ack, skip me one more time!)
Patience Mason
Patience nods to Grace's objection, but refrences back to what she said. "Thus the tiered release and extrapolation from the finite model. Each model shall proof and reinforce the previously asserted digitized revelations, thus negating any coherent and anticipated resistence within the noospheric consensus." She smiled, offering that last little bit.
But then her eyes swivelled over to Taltos and Sera, and she inclined her head and inquired curiously. "What must he negate from his personage?" 
Serafíne
"That fucking ring."
Sera breathes out a curse-as-a-curse and at-a-curse and her eyes are damp and intense and there's something shivering about her that she cannot quite tamp down because: she is a seers.  Seers see things.  Not always the things-they-want-to-see.
But she is rapt on Taltos, cannot unsee not when she has gone peering through the loose little threads, pulling pulling pulling, not even when the edges of her perception and starting to turn stained and dark and mottled.
Serafíne
(I am going to have to sleep very soon. barely keeping it together right now.)
Grace
"Sera, are you okay?" Grace says, and she really is concerned. There's so much that a newbie like her misses, and she has missed Sera's Working, doesn't understand the sudden turn of emotion in her.
"What's wrong? What about the ring?"
Táltos
Grace grins when she re-explains, and Táltos chuckles, attention wavering from staring-girl back to the Scientific Ladies: "I see. All things think, and speak too; it can be difficult to lay-out in an easy to accept way," frown, spare, "using today's language. Sounds interesting, especially if the study of it helped you get to where you are today."
His hand is in his pocket. He doesn't bring it out. Fingers, long-fingers, bony-wrists, big-hands, tendons sharply delineated, shovel-fingertips, nope: clenched inside. The rings too, and the bracelets. He smiles at Sera though: something that's less a flex of the mouth and more a flex of crinkle-lines around the corners of his eyes.
"Don't look," he advises her (too-late), gently.


Patience Mason
[Go ahead and skip me this turn.]
Patience Mason
[sorry that came late, site didnt refresh]
Grace
It seems her re-explanation worked for Taltos. He laughs, at least, and that's a start. But you see, there is a rift between the sciency ladies and the other two. There's also something that they are talking about (or around) that has Grace completely confused. "Don't look at what?"
Of course, she'd have to ask. Really. She does have to ask. There's something that keeps pressuring her to ask, and it's more than mere curiosity. It's a drive, like this is what life is, asking questions.
"I'm completely lost."
Serafíne
"I already did," and Sera flashes him a similar smile, a bracing sort that is less a movement of her mouth than it is tensing of her cheeks and a faint narrowing of her eyes.  Her eyes drop from his face to his hand and it takes effort for her right now to focus outside of the immediacy both the vision and the way the vision has shifted the celebratory edges of her trip to something else, darker, twisted, remnant, iron-bound and rusted, blooded and malicious and shot through with pain.
See: she sees also the smile; the gentleness of the warning.  Marks it in a way that is considered but not thoughtful and then glances back to Grace. 
Breathes out long and slow.  Picks up her fucking drink. 
Her hand, it's shaking a bit. 
But Grace, oh Grace, Sera favors her with a lilting half-smile.  It is fleeting and it does not reach the Cultist's dark and darker eyes, which are being devoured by her pupils. 
"It's a long story, not mine to tell, and I know the outline only.  Not the details.  But, do you feel that edge?"
Malice, she means.  The thing-that-doesn't-fit Táltos the táltos. "Sharp and wrong and bad.  Hungry-for-disaster.  Like rust, devouring a blade, skewering skin.  It's not from him.  It's from something-else. 
"He's telling me, not-to-look into his future."  A glance back at Táltos and Sera oh, she smiles.  With her quick-curving mouth now, rising.  "I should have asked."  Sorrowing, in her way, which is whole and entire. 
"Tonight's going to be a bad night, I think. And I should go.  But come see me soon, Táltos.  I want to help you break it, if I can.
"Grace," rising, Sera tosses back the rest of her margarita all at a go, because what the hell.  Bends to plant a kiss on the crown of Grace's head.  Sera smells like spice and alcohol and limes.  " - I hope I didn't freak you out too much.  Take care, okay?"
Táltos
Táltos grimaces. The grimace is as dramatic a contortion as any of his expressions. He's a guy with a lot of expression. He's a guy who is a lantern for his moods and they're whatever lights up inside and he grimaces. Hollow-eyed Táltos, he rubs his forehead with his other hand -- with the pads of his index and middle finger. Three bracelets there, one with a medallion made of bone, another with links of iron, and another which looks like one of those rubber bracelets you get for supporting a cause on which is stamped the word astronomical and then there's three copper beads next to teeth-keys. Then: fine, he takes his left hand out of his pocket and holds it out on the table. He has three rings on, one on the ring finger, one next to the one on the ring finger, and a thumb ring. The thumb ring is a simple band. The second ring on his ring finger is etched to look like leaves, a thick band. And the first ring on his fing finger is older-looking, a thick dull-gleaming band with catchments that look like they might open to show a secret message.
"I felt you doing it; I would've stopped you, but..." But he doesn't know how to stop that kind of seeing, and see, he means it too. He grimaces again, and then taps the ring-that-might-hide-messages, and says, lightly enough, "She's talking about this ring; haven't figured out how to get it off yet. Soon, though!" He sounds optimistic.
And then stands up in order to bid-Sera-an-appropriate-farewell, which appears to be a hair-scruff right now: "Sure. You be careful, Serafíne. Grab yourself a taco. You're too thin."

Patience Mason
Sera describes an edge, a danger somewhere in Taltos' future and Patience narrows her gaze in consideration of these facts as they are revealed, it's something to consider, something to watch. She glances to the ring set upon Taltos' finger and arches a brow, regarding that unexplained, and potentially dangerous device before looking up at Sera.
"It is with internalized certainty and projected empathetic emanations that I extrapolate hope that your REM cycles are not overtly disrupted Sera." She offers the woman, evident that she was on her way out. A genial nod is given as well, a parting farewell as the Cultist departs.
She then looked back to the others, to Taltos in particular and inquired. "At what particular geographical locality did you acquire that frotean device." She inquires, gesturing to the ring in question.
Grace
The sad-eyed, slightly (a lot?) out of it Sera is still trying to teach the young, and for that Grace can only give her mad props. But instead, it just comes out like this: "Oh..." because there is so much to that explanation.
"I do feel it..." she says, and Sera kisses her on the head, and Grace's eyes open a touch more, like that was completely unexpected (but it should have been).
"I'm not freaked out. I didn't get freaked out when crazy rained from the silver screen, I'm not going to get freaked out now. You be good, Sera," she says, and gives her a smile. Sera's not going to be good. Sera's going to be Fun. But you know...
Táltos
"It was in a box from my grandfather," Táltos tells Patience: "Part of his effects." Then, with a thought, "What tradition do you follow?" Because: maybe if she's a Son of Ether - 
Though his attention swings, and see, Táltos, leaning against the metal chair he stood up from, one hand on its back, he gives Grace a quizzical look: "Crazy rained from the silver screen? Is that a literal or metaphorical statement?"
Grace
"Both. Listen, do either of you have cell phones? Or a computer maybe? I can hook you up with the information network. It'll tell you all about the crazy," she says, and picks up the corncob.
"I was going to the movies to get my mind off of the... zombies. Big mistake. The movie, it was like a Trojan Horse. It just masqueraded as a movie. I'm sure you heard about the riot? Three people..." she trails off... bites corn.
"Anyway, we're trying to figure out where it is."
Patience Mason
"I am a active part of the socio-political-paradigmic amalgam indexed as the Sons of Ether." Patience says with a slow nod. "Your genealogical predecessor..." She consider's, her eyes flicking to the ring again. "Frotean, assuredly frotean." 
She rises almost in tandem with Taltos, stepping out and away from the chair before pushing it back into place, leaving the location much as she had found it. Of course, Grace had seen to it that several taco's would never be seen here again...but then wasn't that was this place was for?
"It has been a memorable and index worthy temporal reference point." She says with a nod, pausing to give Grace her cell number, Taltos as well before turning to go.

Serafíne
"Tch," Sera mutters, a smile and a correction all at once for Táltos.   Who says she is too thin which is true, objectively.  That smile is unfocused; is superficial, is the sort that skims over her features and slips away, half-remembered.  She glances up at him as he scruffs her hair, her gaze skewing away from him toward the shadows beyond him and,
"I meant it.  Mean it.  We'll go see Jim.  We'll do something."
--
Patience, well, Patience Sera still does not understand.  But Sera does seem to register well wishes and a good night or even a sleep well.  Dear Patience, Sera is only beginning her trip, she will be awake for hours and hours.  But see, she shoots the woman-who-talks-like-a-robot a half-smile and says, "Thanks, man.  You too." 
And Grace finally, assuring that she is not freaked.  She is not freaked now, will not be freaked, is made of different stuff than that.
Sera would've freaked when crazy rained from the silver screen.  Sera did freak when a fallen mage asked her to dance.  Sera -
- is not going to bed good.  Is probably not even going to be Fun tonight, but, she flashes Grace two-thumbs up as she starts to saunter away.  "Always am."
Nearly-serene, reassuring, assured.  Then she: stuffs her hands into the pockets of her leather jacket and walks away from the outdoor tables at the taqueria, off down Federal. Maybe toward a bus stop, maybe someplace else.  God knows.
Táltos
Táltos does. He even has it on him, his cellphone, in one of the many pockets of his peacoat. He has to take things out to get it: half-a-feather, a pack of cigarettes, a cigar, a stone, another stone, yet another stone, a rock, the beginnings of a rubberband ball, an old coin limned in moss-green, a bandana, and then - hah. There. The cellphone: he plugs in Patience's number, and then - Grace gets a considering look; the flick of a half-frown. "That sounds interesting," he agrees, cautiously; either of silver screen craziness, or being hooked up to a network by - is she a Virtual Adept? She sounds like a Virtual Adept. Maybe that's just prejudice: computers and networks. "I'd like to talk about it," and here, he sounds grave, because peeling back the Trojan Horse Zombie lingo and there's something a dreamspeaker can be interested in: something speaking, something more. "Plug in your number or, uh," and look. He searches through his pockets again, putting things in, accidentally breaking a piece of charcoal, look, he has a little bottle of vodka, and then: a couple bent-up business cards. His full-name, underneath it: Author. An e-mail address. A phone-number. A fax-line.
Grace
"We'll have to meet again sometime. I'll call you, Patience. Next time we're in the same temporal geographical location, you'll have to meet Ginger," she says, mimicking the strange speech. "Son of Ether, eh? I remember reading about you guys in my notes. Nice." And that explains the way the woman schooled her on Science. Will have to talk again. Mmm yes.
"And you too," she says to Taltos. It's easy to think she's talking about a person. "I'm not going to talk about it over the phone though... Just, I might, say, invite you over for tea. And it won't be tea?" She smirks, takes his card, reads... "You're an author?" she says, and her face lights up. "I was published recently, myself." and there is a bit of pride in that tone. "I'm not good, just... you know, it's a hobby," and then, the self-deprecation.
She gives Patience her number, and Taltos her number, and promises that next time... next time, there will be installations going on.
Táltos

[And because Noel is awesome, we are allowed to fade there. *zip*]